What happened, happened.
Learn to accept your past as it is.
The more you try to run away from it, the more it affects you.
The more you feed into the "why" of it, the more it affects you.
The more you try to hide it from yourself, the more it affects you.
Inner peace comes with acceptance.
If you can't accept the past, you can't accept the present because:
"what is" is a product of "what was"
and if you can't accept the present, how will you shape your future?
Allow yourself to be vulnerable to your flaws
Allow yourself accept the mistakes
With that acceptance, take your next step.
See you again soon,
Ruveen.